Slipping Toward Isolation

with Jeremy and Tiffany Lee | September 15, 2016

Sometimes life blindsides you. That's what Christian recording artist Plumb (Tiffany Lee) felt when her husband, Jeremy, told her he wanted out of the marriage. Holding fast to the Word, Tiffany tells how she gave her sinking marriage over to God, trusting Him for the outcome. Jeremy joins her in the studio.

Sometimes life blindsides you. That's what Christian recording artist Plumb (Tiffany Lee) felt when her husband, Jeremy, told her he wanted out of the marriage. Holding fast to the Word, Tiffany tells how she gave her sinking marriage over to God, trusting Him for the outcome. Jeremy joins her in the studio.

Slipping Toward Isolation

With Jeremy and Tiffany Lee
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September 15, 2016
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Bob: Tiffany Lee remembers the day she became very aware that her marriage was in trouble. There were friends over at the house, enjoying dinner.

Tiffany: One of them asked how we met. They wanted to hear our love story of meeting on the ski trip and falling in love. I love to tell that story—so I’m telling the story. He walks by and hears me telling the story; and he goes, “Ugh, you’re telling that stupid story again.” I remember hearing him say that and just—it was like a bullet in my chest. [Emotion in voice] I knew something was wrong. I thought maybe he was just a little grumpy, but he had been thinking of leaving me.

Bob: This is FamilyLife Today for Thursday, September 15th. Our host is the President of FamilyLife®, Dennis Rainey, and I'm Bob Lepine. So, what do you do when you realize your marriage is slipping away right before your eyes?

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We’ll hear today from Jeremy and Tiffany Lee. Stay with us.

And welcome to FamilyLife Today. Thanks for joining us. We’re going to hear today a story of a couple whose marriage came to the brink, really. They were at the point where it did not look like the marriage could survive. As we hear this story, I’m thinking, Dennis, about the couples, whom we know, who have, in that situation, attended a Weekend to Remember marriage getaway.

 Most of the couples, who attend our getaways, are couples who are coming with a good, strong, healthy marriage—

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—they just want to do the preventive maintenance necessary to keep a marriage thriving—but there are some couples, who come, who are without hope. God has used the Weekend to Remember in the lives of tens of thousands of couples. In fact, it’s hard to calculate how many legacies have been altered because a couple took a weekend and got away, and focused on their marriage, and made some good choices as a result of that.

I mention all of that because this week is the last week we’re offering a special offer to FamilyLife Today listeners. If you’d like to attend an upcoming Weekend to Remember marriage getaway—and we have about 40 of them coming up this fall—you can sign up today. If you pay the regular rate for yourself, your spouse comes at no additional charge—it’s a buy one/get one free opportunity.

You can find out more when you go to FamilyLifeToday.com; or if you have any questions, call 1-800-FL-TODAY.

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The offer is good through this weekend. Right now is the best time to take advantage of this offer. Again, go to FamilyLifeToday.com; or call 1-800-“F” as in family, “L” as in life, and then the word, “TODAY.” Ask about how you can save money on your registration for an upcoming getaway.

You know, you think about the challenges that come with trying to build a healthy, strong, vibrant, thriving marriage; and you think about people who are doing life in public—people who are known / public figures. I think the challenge is amplified there, because all of life is lived out in the open.

Dennis: And Bob, with that responsibility of being a public figure, I think people tend to put you on a pedestal—where you don’t belong—where you’re not allowed to have problems—there’s the trap. We’re going to hear about that trap today.

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I mean, it’s a lethal trap for a lot of authors of Christian books, pastors, musicians, performers, Christian entertainers, Sunday school teachers. We find we can’t be honest and real about the issues that we’re facing.

We have a pair of FamilyLife Today radio listeners—Jeremy, you weren’t a listener—your mom didn’t make you listen to FamilyLife Today? She’s a listener, but you’re not. She didn’t make you listen?

Jeremy: She did make me listen, and she sends me your emails that she gets. She’s on your email blog—so she sends me those.

Bob: You know, Jeremy, you can get on the email blog yourself.

Dennis: You could!

Jeremy: But then I would get them twice then, because she sends them to me. [Laughter]

Bob: She uses them to preach.

Dennis: Well, Jeremy is a self-professed come-to-the-game-late listener to FamilyLife Today—let’s just admit that. [He and] his wife Tiffany join us again on FamilyLife Today. Jeremy/ Tiffany—welcome to the broadcast.

Tiffany: Thank you.

Bob: And listeners may not know who Jeremy and Tiffany are.

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Dennis: Well, and I didn’t mention their last name on an earlier broadcast; and again, today. Your last name is my middle name.

Jeremy: Really!

Dennis: Yes; Lee. How about that?

Tiffany: That’s my middle name too. So I’m Tiffany Lee Lee.

Dennis: You are Tiffany Lee Lee! [Laughter]

Bob: Well, no wonder you go by Plumb! [Laughter]

Dennis: No wonder! [Laughter] She has a stage name—Plumb—with a “b,” not the p-l-u-m; that’s funny.

Bob: And I have, right here, the Exhale CD. Is this your newest CD?

Tiffany: It is; yes.

Bob: And 14 tracks on this CD.

Tiffany: Yes.

Bob: So that’s awesome. You give us four more tracks than most artists do.

Tiffany: Aw, thanks.

Bob: “More for your money with Plumb.”

Dennis: There you go!

Tiffany: There you go.

Dennis: And she’s also the author of Need You Now. We’ve been listening to a story of how a marriage started off great and ended going through a very, very dark time.

Bob: And Tiffany, you told us that your marriage, for the first 11 years, was pretty solid—everything going good—your career’s going fine / you have three kids. Motherhood is hard—you’re trying to do it all—

Tiffany: Right.

Bob: —a little stressed out. But there was a gradual isolation that was happening in your marriage.

Tiffany: Yes.

Bob: You said earlier that it was about six weeks before the bottom dropped out that you started to tune into the fact that “Something’s not good in our marriage.”

Tiffany: Yes.

Bob: Do you remember when that thought first hit you?

Tiffany: It was around Thanksgiving. I remember we had college kids over for Thanksgiving, who didn’t have family close. One of them asked how we met—they wanted to hear our love story of meeting on the ski trip and falling in love. I love to tell that story—so I’m telling the story. He walks by and hears me telling the story; and he goes, “Ugh, you’re telling that stupid story again.” I remember hearing him say that and just—it was like a bullet into my chest. [Emotion in voice] I knew something was wrong.

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I thought maybe he was just a little grumpy, but he had been thinking of leaving me and not told me that. So he had that on his mind—that “What day? Maybe tomorrow; maybe next week; maybe we’ll get through Christmas,”—but he had it already in his mind: “I’m leaving her.”

And I didn’t know that. The weight of that was almost more than I could bear. I began trying to fix everything—trying to fix me—

Dennis: Let me stop you for a second. Jeremy, what occurred in your life that you had started moving toward separation, divorce, leaving your kids? I mean—you’re surrounded by the Christian community; and yet, you’re visiting a place that is in direct contradiction to everything the Christian faith represents.

Bob: And that you’d never imagined you’d go.

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Jeremy: I think that I was separating. This was just where I was at—at the time.

Bob: Sure.

Jeremy: I was at a dark place, but I was separating being a good dad from being married to Tiffany. I was very involved in my children’s lives. I was like: “You know what? I can be a good dad without being married to her. I don’t have to be in this relationship to be a good dad,” which I know was a lie that I was telling myself to just sort of justify what I was feeling / to justify the disconnect. I think that I had just gotten to the place where, no matter what she said, I was upset—I was just done.

Dennis: So, was the word, “divorce,” ever uttered by either one of you?

Jeremy: It was not until that November. In fact, it was one of those things that we had said when we were dating—we would never discuss it / never even utter the word.

Tiffany: Not even joke about it.

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Jeremy: So, until that—I guess, the couple of days after Thanksgiving was probably the first time that it was mentioned.

Bob: And you brought it up?

Tiffany: He did.

Jeremy: I did.

Tiffany: I had strep throat, and he’s such a caregiver—he gets that from his mother. I had strep throat; so I had asked him to bring in my antibiotic to me. He kind of slammed it down on the nightstand and said, “Here’s your medicine.” And he just kind of walked out. I texted him and I said: “You’re not yourself. I know that I’m sick and I might be a little needy right now, but something’s wrong. That’s not like you to be so unkind.”

He responded back with a text that said, “I’ve been thinking of leaving you, and I don’t even know how to bring it up.” I texted back and said, “This is a horrible joke,”—that—“You better be joking.” He said: “I am not joking. I don’t know how to separate from you, because I would miss the kids too much; but it’s been on my mind for awhile.”

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I call him, and he answers. He said, “We’ll have to talk about this later.” I said: “No; we will talk about it right now. This is groundbreaking/life-changing. We’ve never even joked about something like this.” He had just kind of, I think, spiritually had kind of checked out. I didn’t see that, because I was super overwhelmed in motherhood.

A few weeks later, he physically left. It was just a few weeks later—two days after Christmas. It was the worst Christmas ever—I mean, I had bought him a new wedding ring; because one had been lost in this Muddy Buddy thing that you do where you crawl through the mud, which was completely innocent that it fell off of his hand. I was literally grasping at anything that Christmas—like, “Here’s a new wedding ring.” I got him some dog tags if he ever had an accident riding his bike—just different things that were just showing him, “How well I knew you,”—bought him his favorite kinds of undershirts. In his stocking, he has a few quirky things that—he’s just a huge fan of ChapStick®, and toothpicks, and original Crest® toothpaste.

Dennis: Okay, okay, okay; stop! [Laughter] Jeremy—

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—she has slathered it on at Christmas.

Jeremy: She did.

Dennis: And two days later, you pack up and leave.

Tiffany: He was done; yes.

Dennis: Take us to that day. What were you thinking, and how did you do that? I mean, what a time of the year to disappear.

Jeremy: I think we barely made it through Christmas. She got all that stuff, but it was just sort of opened and put to the side; because there was no emotion there.

Tiffany: All the darkness that he had now welcomed into his life was pulling him.

Jeremy: It was pulling me away. I honestly—it was like: “I’m going to make it through Christmas, and that’s it! That’s all I can do.” So on December 27, we were separated; and it literally all came crashing down.

Bob: The toothpaste—I’m not trying to be funny here—but the toothpaste, and the toothpicks, and the ChapStick didn’t stir anything in you to cause you to go, “This is 11 years I’m about to just cash in on.”

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Jeremy: No, because—

Tiffany: I think it almost made him resentful—of like: “Why would she buy all this stuff? I hate that she knows me.”

Bob: You had already left.

Jeremy: I had left. I had entirely left, because it was—at that point, we were so apart that those reminders that we were together were just sort of annoyances rather than—

Dennis: You were numb.

Jeremy: I was numb to it.

Bob: So, how did you sit down with three kids and say, “Dad’s leaving”?

Tiffany: We didn’t.

Jeremy: We didn’t. You know, I think that God protected our children during this time. We got with the counselor; and the counselor said: “I think that you don’t need to talk with your children about this at all right now. I think that you need to work on this and continue to work on this.

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“If there’s ever a chance of having any hope, then leave them out of this at the time being.” So, that’s what we did.

Dennis: I’ll stop you there—“Ever a chance of any hope.” So there had to be a glimmer of hope there—that you were protecting your kids in the midst of this.

Jeremy: I think that God used that. I don’t know how, because I was in a very dark place. I don’t know how that happened, but it did; and I’m extremely thankful for it.

Tiffany: They were—just for anyone listening with children—they were three, five, and seven. I realize that, when children are significantly older than that, you can’t just hide that from them. But at three, five, and almost seven, I got really creative with the truth.

Jeremy: Tiffany told them that I was working on a project.

Tiffany: They were used to the term, “project,” because of my career and his career—being self-employed and creating things—they were familiar. I was like: “Daddy has a really important project out at Pop’s and Nana’s. It’s just better for him to be there right now, because this project is so big.”

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The project was the project of his heart, and I was holding onto hope [Emotion in voice].

Dennis: So did you tell your dad? You had to tell your dad.

Jeremy: Yes; I told him.

Tiffany: Oh, yes; he sat down and told his whole family.

Jeremy: I told my whole family.

Dennis: And?—what did they say?

Jeremy: Well, they were all very upset. They sat around and prayed for me, which I didn’t really want. You know, they really wanted us to work through our issues. They didn’t want us to just jump back in to things—they wanted us to work on issues.

So, you know, I sat down with my mom and dad, and brother and sister, and other sister, and husbands and wives, and told them all what was going on and that we were separating. You know, it was a rough time / it was a really rough time. You know, my parents—

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Tiffany: They were Team Jeremy and Tiffany. That is so important if your family member is going through something like this. They didn’t take a side.

Jeremy: They were never for me, ever.

Bob: They were on the side of the two of you together.

Jeremy: —of us.

Tiffany: The two of us.

Jeremy: Yes. No one in my family was: “Well, Jeremy, I’ve seen this. You know, you had every right.” That was difficult, because I think most people would expect their family to be for them and only for them.

Dennis: Unpack that a bit. How was that difficult for you?

Jeremy: Well, because it made me feel like, “If they’re Team Jeremy and Tiffany, and there is no more Jeremy and Tiffany, what does that look like?” You know, “This is my family; and they’re telling me, ‘All we’re for is Jeremy and Tiffany.’”

Dennis: They recognized that you two were one.

Tiffany: Yes; for sure.

Dennis: And they were still going to treat you as both—you know, I think that’s brilliant.

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Tiffany: Well, my mother-in-law—I remember her saying: “If this goes down, and he continues to live in darkness, you and the children will come at Christmas. He can come by some other time.” So she wasn’t taking my side, but she stood for truth—she said, “You’re my daughter-in-law forever,” and I will ever be grateful for that.

Dennis: You know, this is a horrific / a grieving moment. I just can’t even describe the emotions that are here in the studio when I’m hearing you two share about; but the power of your family’s belief in you two, as a couple. I don’t think you realize that may, not only have just rescued your marriage, but may be used by others, who are listening, to this—because divorce is rampant in our nation. Their families wonder: “What do you do? How do you relate?”

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What you’ve drawn here is a very practical way of standing for marriage in a loving way—not throwing stones at the person who’s leaving—but still loving them / but letting them know: “It’s Team Jeremy and Tiffany. We’re for this union; because there used to be two individuals / now, there are two individuals who’ve become one.”

Bob: And I just have to ask—you said, Tiffany, that you got creative with the truth with the kids; but on December 27, when you went to bed that night, you couldn’t get creative with the truth with yourself.

Tiffany: No. We just didn’t discuss it. In fact, it was like a funeral, almost, that night; because our closest net group of friends all came to the house. They were all gathered around my bed—I don’t know why we were in my room, but we happened to be in there. I was just sitting on the bed, crying; and they were gathered around me.

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All we talked about was forgiveness, and all we talked about was hope, and that God’s bigger than this. There was a lot of truth coming at me, saying: “Okay; Jeremy’s doing this, this, and this; and that’s wrong. He’s doing it in response to some things that are not all your fault, but some of them are things that you pushed him to. So what can you own?”

Just this community came together and said: “You know, we’ve been afraid to tell you that you’re really selfish. We’ve been afraid to tell you that you talk too much. We’ve been afraid to tell you that you seem completely unavailable and too busy all the time.” Those were painful to hear, because I’m already kind of digesting that my husband has left; but I will never, ever be able to say how much love I felt from friends—[Emotion in voice]—friends who love you enough to say what’s hard.

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My best friend in the whole world—Meliss was like: “We’re going to talk about you. What can you own? Because whether you divorce or not, you’re going to take this into the future—or your next marriage, or your next marriage. You’re going to take all of that if you don’t deal with some of it now.” She kind of helped me work on me—which was the only thing I could control / which is the only thing any of us can control—is us. To have a community in my life that would do that has so much to do with why we can tell you this story—

Dennis: No doubt about it.

Tiffany: —which goes back to why it’s important to have community in the first place.

Bob: You said it felt like a funeral, and it was—

Tiffany: It was. It was—

Bob: —because a marriage had died.

Tiffany: It had.

Bob: But as you tell in the book, Need You Now, the death was not the end.

Tiffany: That’s right.

Dennis: And what I want our listeners to hear in this is that neither Jeremy’s family nor their friends, who surrounded you, Tiffany, took sides.

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Tiffany: Right.

Dennis: I think the message of this for the Christian community is: “Love somebody enough to tell them the truth. Don’t bad-mouth the person who’s leaving. Love them too. This is where the Christian message—it’s a message of Easter.

Tiffany: Yes.

Dennis: “Life comes out of death.”

Tiffany: Yes.

Dennis: Do we believe that or not?! Yes! The same power that raised Christ from the dead lives in you—the Holy Spirit—and He can do something new in a broken, dead marriage.

Bob: And we have seen that happen so many times at our Weekend to Remember marriage getaways, where couples come with a loss of hope and with no idea how to repair the damage that’s been done. God meets them there and provides both help and hope through His Word and through the work of the Spirit in their lives. I think you guys know that most of the people who come to these getaways are folks who are in decent shape in their marriage—they’re folks coming for a tune-up.

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But there are folks, who are coming, who are at the end of their marriage; and they wonder if there’s any hope left. It’s encouraging to see God work in their lives.

I mention all of this because, over the next couple of days, our listeners have an opportunity to sign up to attend one of our upcoming getaways. If you pay for yourself, your spouse comes free—it’s a buy one/get one free opportunity—it’s good through this weekend. We’re encouraging you to go to FamilyLifeToday.com and learn more about our getaways—find out when there’s one coming to a city near where you live. Register online or call 1-800-FL-TODAY to register. Take advantage of the special offer that’s going on through this weekend. If you have any questions, give us a call at 1-800-FL-TODAY; but we hope to see you this fall at one of our upcoming getaways.

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Let me encourage you, while you’re online at FamilyLifeToday.com, look for information about the book that Plumb has written—called Need You Now, which is also the name of her new music CD. We have both the book and the CD in our FamilyLife Today Resource Center. The book is a story of hope. It’s the story we’re hearing this week, and it’s a story that you may want to either read for yourself or buy for someone and pass on to them if they’re in a marriage where hope has been lost. Order from us online, or call 1-800-FL-TODAY to get either the book or the audio CD from Plumb.

We have some special friends to whom we want to say “Happy anniversary!” to today. Dennis and Carolyn Sapp are celebrating their 55th wedding anniversary today. I say they’re special friends because they’re colleagues—they’re co-workers, here at FamilyLife. Dennis and Carolyn travel to our Weekend to Remember getaways and help with all the administrative requirements to put on an event like this. They’ve been doing it for a couple of decades now—just a great couple.

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As they celebrate their 55th wedding anniversary today, “Congratulations!” to Dennis and Carolyn and to all of you who are celebrating an anniversary today.

Every year, your anniversary matters. It makes a difference—it’s a mile marker of faithfulness. FamilyLife’s been celebrating our 40th anniversary this year. All of what we do, here at FamilyLife, happens because of friends, like you, who make it possible for a ministry like ours to continue. We’re listener-supported—your donations keep this program on the air and online / keep our events coming. All that we do is fueled by friends like you.

If you’re able to help with a donation today, we’d love to send you the 2017 FamilyLife calendar. It’s all about how you can make your home an embassy and how you can live as an ambassador for Christ. Actually, the first month on the calendar is October of 2016; so you can put it right to work as soon as you receive your calendar.

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Make your donation online at FamilyLifeToday.com, or call 1-800-FL-TODAY and request your copy of our 2017 calendar.

And be sure to join us back tomorrow when we’re going to hear about the resurrection of Jeremy and Tiffany Lee’s marriage. It’s a great story. Hope you can be here.

I want to thank our engineer today, Keith Lynch, along with our entire broadcast production team. On behalf of our host, Dennis Rainey, I'm Bob Lepine. We will see you back next time for another edition of FamilyLife Today.

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