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The Impact of Depression on a Marriage

with Tommy and Teresa Nelson | December 18, 2015

How does depression affect a marriage? Author and pastor Tommy Nelson and his wife, Teresa, talk about the debilitating depression that challenged Tommy's health and ultimately their marriage.

How does depression affect a marriage? Author and pastor Tommy Nelson and his wife, Teresa, talk about the debilitating depression that challenged Tommy's health and ultimately their marriage.

The Impact of Depression on a Marriage

With Tommy and Teresa Nelson
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December 18, 2015
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Bob: In the late spring of 2006, Tommy Nelson was in pain; and he had no idea what was causing it.

 

Tommy: I hadn’t been in a hospital since my knee operation in 1973. So, when I said, “I’ve got to go to a hospital,” she knew something was wrong.

Teresa: I looked at the doctor that was taking care of him; and I said: “What is really going on?  This is something more than allergies. This is something more than sinus infection. This is an emotional/mental something.”  That’s when he said: “This isn’t it—it’s depression.” 

Bob: This is FamilyLife Today for Friday, December 18th. Our host is the President of FamilyLife®, Dennis Rainey, and I’m Bob Lepine. We’ll hear today how Tommy Nelson made it through the dark hole of depression and found himself on the other side. Stay tuned. 

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And welcome to FamilyLife Today. Thanks for joining us on the Friday edition. You know, depression can be de-habilitating. You will sometimes hear people talking about being depressed; and someone thinks, “You know they just need to—

Dennis: —“snap out of it.”

Bob: Yes—“Get over it and cheer up.”

Dennis: You hear about people giving—“Do these three things,” “Get some exercise; and maybe, do this and do that.”  It just is not that simple. Depression can truly paralyze a person.

We have been listening all this week to a series of broadcasts we did a couple of years ago with Tommy and Teresa Nelson. Tommy is the pastor of Denton Bible Church in Denton, Texas. He and his wife Teresa had been married at the time for 33 years. They had never faced anything like this, as a couple, either in their marriage or in their ministry.

Bob: Yes, this is a compelling conversation about what they went through as we’ve already heard this week.

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Before we dive back into that conversation, though, we want to remind our listeners about the special opportunity that we’re facing, here at FamilyLife, during the month of December—a matching-gift opportunity that, honestly, Dennis, couldn’t come at a more strategic time.


Dennis: It couldn’t. And what I want our listeners to hear: “Your generosity changes lives.” Listen to this letter from this guy by the name of Dean—he said: “Thanks for all the encouraging and challenging programs on FamilyLife Today. They brighten my day while I’m working on airplanes, here in the Shenandoah Valley of Virginia. I appreciate all you do to spur me on and call me to be faithful, as a man, husband, and father.”  Then, he went on to add a P.S. and said he spent last February, with his 14-year-old-son, as they went through Passport2Purity®.

And there is another letter, Bob—I’ve just got to share it with our listeners because this is why we do what we do here.

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This is a dad who’s got a four-year-old / he describes her as a “four-year-old—‘I’m-going-to-be-five-‘ daughter.” She’s the only girl in the family. And he caught a glimpse of what a daddy/daughter date ought to be, here on FamilyLife Today. I’ll just read what he said here:

Because of your radio program, I went ahead and invited her out on her very first special daddy/daughter date. For nearly three-and-a-half hours, she talked non-stop over cheeseburgers, fries, and ice cream cones. All I had to do was sit there and look directly into those big blue eyes, smile and nod, and occasionally, brush back the stray curl that always seemed to escape that unruly mop of hers.

Our date was the first time I had deliberately treated my daughter like a little lady; and perhaps, the longest amount of time that she had ever had my undivided attention.

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When we got back home, she launched from the cab of my truck, wrapped her little arms tightly around my neck; and as she clung to me, unwilling to let go, she whispered, “Thank you, Daddy, for making me feel so special without the boys.”  She’s got three brothers.

He went on to say he had tears streaming down his face as he held onto her too.

We are all about helping men be men—as single men, as married men, as fathers, as grandfathers. I believe there is a battle in our nation, as never before, of whether men are going to get it—whether they are going to embrace their Savior and be the man God created them to be.

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And what FamilyLife Today has a history of doing here is—not beating up on guys, but coming alongside them / putting our arm around them and showing them how they can be the man God created them to be. Your generosity makes that kind of ministry possible, here on FamilyLife Today. Will you stand with us, here in December?  We need people now to say, “Keep these messages coming on strong to my community, to my state, to this nation, and around the world.”  The world needs to know how Jesus Christ can make a marriage and a family work.

Bob: Well—and here’s the great opportunity that you have, as a listener—when you make a donation today, that donation is going to be matched with a second donation that is double whatever you give. I mean, I wish there was a stock like this; right?—where—

Dennis: I thought about that—seriously. [Laughter]  If FamilyLife Today was a stock, invest!  Frankly, Barbara and I do. You and Mary Ann give.

Bob: That’s right.

Dennis: We invest in this ministry. I mean, we’re talking about sending it on ahead. The family is God’s smallest battle formation for this nation.

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I’m sorry, Bob, to pick it back up again; but seriously, folks, marriages and families are in trouble. And if we don’t come alongside them now, you know—what are we going to leave for our children / our grandchildren?  This is an urgent, vital ministry to your community, your state, and your nation. We’ve got to make this work now.

Bob: Let me explain again how this matching gift works—when you make a donation, during the month of December, we’ve had some friends who have agreed that they will match your donation at twice whatever you give. So, you give $100 / they give $200 dollars. You give $500 / they give $1,000. Whatever you are able to give, they are going to match it with twice as much money—up to a total of $2 million.

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Alright, let me move us into the conversation we’ve been listening to this week with Tommy and Teresa Nelson. They joined us a number of years ago to talk about a period in Tommy’s life when he had wrestled with depression. This took him out of the pulpit. He was out of the ministry for about six months—pretty much non-functional during that period. In fact, they wondered, “What was wrong with him?”  Finally, it was a doctor, who diagnosed that he was experiencing depression; and he was treated for depression. They shared with us what it was like for them as they went on this journey, experiencing this intense depression.

[Previously Recorded Interview] 

Dennis: I want to talk for a few moments just about how depression impacted your marriage; but, more importantly, talk about—Teresa—how you helped love Tommy out of that depression. I’m not saying you’re the key or the solution—

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—you’re shaking your head no—

Teresa: Not.

Dennis: —but I’ll bet he would say you were one of them; and without you, it wouldn’t have been possible.

How did depression impact this relationship with your sidekick for 33 years?

Teresa: Well, it turned it upside down because I became the strong person, I became the safe person, I became the decision-maker. Tommy totally depended upon me—almost to a stranglehold on me. By the time he was well, I mean, I really felt like, “I don’t know if I can go on.”  He had such a stranglehold on me, as far as dependence.

Tommy: Like the world’s biggest tick—big, massive, 600-pound tick. [Laughter]

Teresa: I don’t mean that.

Dennis: Tommy does not weigh 600 pounds—lest people take that imagery here.

Teresa: But I mean totally dependent upon me.

Bob: Was it different than if he was convalescing after surgery for four months?

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Teresa: Absolutely.

Tommy: Oh, that would have been a piece of cake.

Teresa: Because, mentally, he was struggling. I didn’t feel like he could make—well, he couldn’t make decisions.

Tommy: I could barely drive.

Teresa: He couldn’t drive. I drove him; and even then, that was difficult because he wanted to be in the house. Yes, it was just total dependence upon me.

Tommy: And it wasn’t mutuality in the sense that I gave and she gave. It was parasitic to the point of—I really thought, at times, Bob—I thought: “What would happen if, all of a sudden, Teresa had a stroke?—if, all of a sudden, Teresa broke her hip and had to go in and have her hip pinned?  What would I do?!” 

Bob: Yes—well—and it’s one thing—

Tommy: And you can’t get loose.

Bob: It is one thing if you’re helping somebody who is, again, recovering from something physical; but you had somebody who had both a physical and an emotional thing going on. How do you keep that from being personal?

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Do you know what I mean?  I mean, there had to be times when—

Tommy: And she did keep it from getting personal.

Bob: —when his attitude, when his anger, when his frustration—how did you keep from feeling like, “You just need to talk nicer to me”?

Teresa: Well, to be honest—when it first started—before they said “Depression / Clinical Depression”—whatever—when it first started, and it looked just like an allergy or something like that, he got so panicky—not panicky—I don’t know what to say—just—

Tommy: Self-contained—you’re so—your hand is on your pulse, continually, because you are trying to figure out what’s wrong with you—you are self-obsessed.

Bob: He was self-obsessed—yes.

Teresa: He was trying to make himself well because he wanted to do the Romans conference and he—

Dennis: He was doing a teaching series through the Book of Romans?

Teresa: He was going to do a whole conference on the weekend.

Tommy: We were going to put it on video, and we were going to put Romans on video. I thought,—

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Teresa: So, he wanted to be well.

Tommy: —“If I can do this and die, I’ll be happy. I’ve got to get this Romans down.”  It nailed me, and I couldn’t get it done.

Teresa: But when it was just that—where we thought it was allergies or something else—he was just—to the doctors: “Give me this. Give me that,”—trying to make himself well. Well, it was just getting kind of annoying because it was just so: “Help me,” “Help me,” “Help me,” “Do this for me.”  

One Sunday evening, I was at prayer—I went to prayer, and I left him at home. He called the church and got the guy in charge of sound to take him to Louisville, which is about 20 miles from Denton, to a doctor's office to get medication.

Tommy: —to help me sleep.

Teresa: I felt like he was going around me because that’s what I started feeling—was he was going around me on medication / going around me on everything. I was beginning to be very irritated with him—to be honest.

When I came out of prayer, one of the church secretaries was—

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—and my daughter-in-law / my youngest daughter-in-law—were standing outside of prayer, with this just horrific look on their face, like, “Oh, my gosh!”

Tommy: “Tommy’s gone nuts.”

Teresa: “Something’s wrong with Tommy.”  I felt immediate anger—I really did. I felt it up to here—I said, “I’m going to start calling you COTU—the ‘Center of the Universe.’”  I mean, I was really angry because I felt like he was going around me / he was being deceptive—

Dennis: Here is the question I want to ask you at this point—how does the Center of the Universe live out the Song of Solomon in the midst of depression?

Tommy: Let’s break to a commercial right here. [Laughter] 

Teresa: Tommy, quit it. [Laughter]

Bob: Yes, the truth must come out, my friend.

Teresa: Well, he didn’t stay the Center of the Universe. I mean, it was just—he was trying to fix everything, and he was trying to make it right.

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Then, he went into a true clinical depression.

Bob: Would it be fair to say that from the middle of May—maybe even before that—until the middle of November, you had a romance-less marriage?

Teresa: Oh, yes.

Tommy: Oh, yes. It was a—

Teresa: Well, I’d say from the middle of May to, at least, October.

Bob: Teresa—and I know there are a lot of folks, who are listening, who are going, “I know that sounds like a long time, but I’ve been at it for two years” or “…three years” or “…five years in a romance-less marriage.” Did it cause you to begin to go: “I don’t know that there’s hope. This may be worse until he dies or I die”? 

Teresa: There were a couple of times I thought—helpless—

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—but not really. There were a couple of times I just thought—I guess I thought, “I hope it’s not this way forever,”—

Bob: Forever—yes.

Teresa: —because to touch him was painful to him—

Tommy: Yes.

Teresa: —to just rub his arm or anything like that was just painful.

Tommy: I couldn’t wear a watch / I couldn’t wear a wedding ring—it hurt.

Teresa: I mean, he had real, true pain—that they had to give him medication that they give diabetics a lot of time for neuropathy to help their arm and leg pain / they gave him that for a while. But yes—it was not odd—it was like, “This is not just my duty, but I love this man.”

Dennis: “This is your assignment.”

Teresa: Yes: “But this is what has been dealt to you right now.”

Dennis: I’m listening to you—and I know Bob is thinking the same thing—what a courageous love. It is one thing to love when you’re being loved in return; but it’s another thing to keep on loving and stepping into adversity, and caring, and sacrificing, and loving.

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We’ve not allowed Tommy to speak much on this broadcast, and I’m still not going to let him talk. [Laughter] Instead, I’m going to ask Keith to play a little something for you, Teresa. You’ve probably heard this,—

Tommy: Oh, no.

Dennis: —but I want you to hear what he said before this happened because there have really been a lot of holy moments on the broadcast. This was really a pretty sacred moment, as we turned to your husband and asked him to just kind of give you a verbal love letter.

Bob: We were asking him to model for the rest of the audience: “How do you write a love letter?  How do you express romance to your wife?”

Tommy: And this was impromptu—it’s not like you told me, two weeks previous: “Now, listen, we’re going to do Valentine’s. So, be ready.”

Dennis: When you’ve been in gear, like you have on the Song of Solomon for so many years, you don’t need warning.

Bob: No, you don’t need a warm-up—we just bring you in out of the bullpen and say, “Start throwing.”

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Tommy: And I said, “This will be cake—no problem.”

Dennis: “No problem.”

Bob: Here’s what happened.

Dennis: Mr. Stoic.

Tommy:

Thank you for my two faithful boys who are faithful because of the continual model and devotion of their mother. Thank you for the freedom I have in ministry—not to be taken out because my wife—I’m choking up / this is hard to do. Thank you that I can minister and never worry about being canceled out because you are so faithful. No matter whatever happens to me in life, it will be because of you. I love you. Tommy.

Teresa: I drove you to depression?  [Laughter] 

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“Whatever happens…” 

Tommy: What a man of God!

Dennis: Now, now, here is the rest of the assignment.

Tommy: Oh, I knew this was going to happen as sure as I came here. [Laughter]

Dennis: That was then;—

Tommy: Yes.

Dennis: —this is now.

Tommy: Yes. It ain’t Valentine’s, though, you know, Dennis.

Dennis: Yes, but you’ve got to make up for a six-month drought, Tommy.

Tommy: That’s right. That’s right. Am I to sign-off this time?

Dennis: You are.

Bob: I’m just—yes—I mean, I’ve got to think that what you can express today is deeper and richer than what you could express—

Tommy: Oh, yes.

Bob: —and it was pretty good back then.

Tommy: Yes. Give me your finger.

Teresa: No.

Tommy: Yes, you’ve got to touch my finger right here. I would say:

TJ / Teresa Jo, “…where sin increases, grace abounds...

[Romans 5:20]”

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The way we know of God’s love is through struggle and pain—we find the depth of who He is. That’s what I’ve found in you—that you said, “…til death do us part,” and you said, “…for better, for worse, for richer, for poorer…” I had about a year of just the poorer and the worst, and my strength through all of it was you. You never moved/ you never faltered—you never stopped loving me.

You told me things that I didn’t want to hear. You took me to the Word. You let me follow you around, buying at Kroger’s, just like your idiot accomplice—[Laughter]—and you never / you never faltered—that you always loved me.

And when I doubted my health and I even doubted, at times—

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I said, “God, like David, You take no pleasure in me anymore,”—but one thing I never doubted was you. So, thank you for sounding the depths of your love. And now, I have more to love, more to praise you for, and a greater sermon for a greater day. Thank you, Baby.

Teresa: Thank you.

Dennis: You guys have been so gracious to allow us to peer into a tough spot; and yet, you all know—because you’ve talked to people—you are comforting others with the comfort with which you have been comforted.

And you know, we all go through these times. We all look like we’ve got it together—you’ve got your nice shirt, and I’ve got mine. We’re all dressed like everything is wired, and life is great, and all is well; but scratch it underneath the surface an inch, and there’s pain in every life.

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I just appreciate both of you—

Tommy: You bet.

Dennis: —coming and being real. And I think mostly, though, out of it, pointing people back to the King and the sovereign God—and, like Job, you know, in the last chapter, when he said, “I used to say I knew You; but now, I’ve seen You.”

Tommy: I read that paragraph 60,000 times—that you’re talking about—“I’ve heard of You with the hearing of an ear; but now, I see You.”  That there was a depth that Job went to in that—that transcended everything he had ever been to. I went through that so many times—I never tried to memorize the text, but it’s on my heart.

Bob: Are you a better man?

Tommy: Oh, yes—well, a long way to go—but I’ll tell you what, Bob, it will give you—

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—every pastor needs to go through some kind of gut-check like this because it will take away your bionic image, and it will make you compassionate. I mean, when you see people that are going through struggles, even if it’s not depression—no matter what kind of pain they’re going through—

Dennis: Yes.

Tommy: —it will make you very sensitive to help those people because you know what it was to be there when there was no way out / when there was no light at the end of that tunnel.

[Studio]

Bob: We had an opportunity, not long ago, to sit down with a physician, Dr. Charles Hodges, and here’s what was helpful—he helped us see that there’s a difference between somebody feeling profoundly sad about something and clinical depression. It’s good to try to know what you’re dealing with rather than simply lumping everything into the diagnosis of depression. It may just be a profound sadness over some life circumstance or some life event that you are dealing with. He wrote a book called Good Mood Bad Mood:

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Help and Hope for Depression and Bipolar Disorder. A lot of our listeners have told us that the interviews that we did with him and his book were very helpful.

In fact, if you’d like to listen to the interviews, they are posted on our website at FamilyLifeToday.com. If you’d like to order a copy of the book, you can also order that online at FamilyLifeToday.com; or you can call to order at 1-800-FL-TODAY—1-800-358-6329. That’s 1-800-“F” as in family, “L” as in life, and then, the word, “TODAY.”  Again, the title of the book is Good Mood Bad Mood by Dr. Charles Hodges.

Now, let me just mention, again, something Dennis said earlier in today’s program—it’s about the matching-gift fund that has been established for us, here at FamilyLife. December is a critical month of the year for us. So, we’re hoping to hear from as many listeners as possible to help us take advantage of a $2 million matching-gift opportunity.

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And with that, we hope you have a great weekend. Hope you and your family can worship together in church this weekend, and I hope you can join us back on Monday.

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We’re going to hear a powerful message from David Platt. Many of you know him as an author / as a pastor. He gives leadership to the International Mission Board of the Southern Baptist Convention. He was with us, not long ago, to talk about the importance of bringing the Word of God to bear on the issues that we face in our culture every day. We’ll hear from David Platt Monday, and I hope you can be here for that.

 

I want to thank our engineer today, Keith Lynch, along with our entire broadcast production team. On behalf of our host, Dennis Rainey, I’m Bob Lepine. We will see you back Monday for another edition of FamilyLife Today.

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